老妈最终还是放心不下，把我“骗”回了家，在家里，所有的好友都在忙属于年轻的时候应做的事情，总感觉自己整天无所事事，对不起自己这奔30的年龄。

今年好像考研的政策又改革了。。。。。。

再过6天吧，该走了。

    Today after the temporary work I applied in College of Finance & Economy, I went down the building. Instead of getting down by climbing the stairs which I always did to exercise, I got into the lift while it stopped in the tenth floor when I just arrived. I got in. Several people were already there, and it seemed that nobody wanted to have a short chat during the lift’s moving from 10^th floor to the ground. I put earphones of MP3 to enjoy pop music. And surprisingly, the door of the lift opened just for a very short time. I, stunned by the speed, got out before the door closed. However, I found it was not the ground floor, it was 8^th. And I had to wait to another. After a while, the lift got back to 8^th floor. I got in, and this time I paid attention to the number flashed in the door side. During the travel, the lift stopped 3 times and about 10 people got in and out. Finally, it arrived the ground. When I got out, I was thinking. The travel during the lift’ moving down—doesn’t it like the life of us? Let me do a metaphor, when you got into the lift, your life started, you might make mistakes (got out in the wrong floor), when you mistook once, you had to wait for another travel; you might meet people of every sort and kind: disagreeable, lovable, respectable and so on; you might make some sincerely friends and you might encounter a girl who would be your partner in the rest of your life. You smiled to meet every one appeared in the stop of your lift. When the lift got the ground floor, that meant your destination arrived, life’s over, maybe.

    今天在財院，在一個樓上做事，從十樓往一樓走，本打算步行下樓，能用省下來的等電梯的時間來鍛煉身體，走到樓梯口，電梯門剛好開了一下，索性，鑽進去。裏面，已經有幾個人，兩個十八九歲樣子的孩子，一個老者，儼然學究氣質，一個毛頭青年，比我還年輕。沒有人要搭訕聊天的意思，十樓到一樓的時間很短，也說不上幾句話。塞了耳機，我專心聽MP3。可剛一下，門就開了。咦？這裏的電梯這麼塊哈，那個老者已經漫步出來，電梯門快關了，我趕忙跳了出來。可一出來，才發覺不對頭，這才到了八樓。已經沒有了走樓梯的興致，只好等下一趟電梯。電梯從一樓升回到八樓，當然了，裏面的人是全換了，沒有人會坐電梯玩的。我跳進去，照例往一樓走。這次留意了，不會驚歎電梯的奇速。耐心等去一樓的路，其間有人在五樓、三樓進出，就我這一路換了大約十個人吧，有吸煙滿嘴污垢的中年男人，有年輕漂亮的女學生，也有滿臉皺紋的學者老師，更有招人喜歡的小孩子。下了底層，走出來，往住的地方走的途中，想到這電梯從十樓到一樓，有點像一個人的人生。從進入電梯開始，生命開始了，你會犯錯誤（在不應該得出口出去了），當你錯過了一次，你就得等、趕著下一次跟上；你會遇到形形色色的人；討厭的，喜歡的，可愛的，可敬的；你會遇到值得終生珍惜的好朋友；你可能也會遇到自己的愛人。當然了，不能像我今天這般，塞著耳機，那你只好跟閉關鎖國的清政府一樣等著別國來給你掘墓吧。你得笑著去迎接你生命裏每一站遇到的每個人，包括你不喜歡的（別人也極有可能不喜歡你）。等到達了“一樓”，你的終點站，這一段生命歷程告一段落，或者生命就此告一段落了。

    Staying in an unacquainted city, lonely will be easily aroused.

    A month has past after the graduation.

    After the cadet years in the military academy, my buddies and I left each other for the mission of our jobs. Always, leaving is a moment that can make a strong guy weepy. I hate to be said like the complaining woman aunt Xiang Lin in the novel written by Lu Xun. But when some guy felt lonely, he would dig into his memory to recall the happiness he owned in the past, just like a law of nature. After a day’s struggling, lying on the bed with eyes closed, all my feeling is it is hard to **, all day is challenging, survive or not, and it is tired. 

    here 's a joke,just for fun to relax.A CEO (and member of Forbes 400!) throwing a party takes his executives on a tour of his opulent mansion. In the back of the property, the CEO has the largest swimming pool any of them has ever seen. The huge pool, however, is filled with hungry alligators. The CEO says to his executives "I think an executive should be measured by courage. Courage is what made me CEO. So this is my challenge to each of you: if anyone has enough courage to dive into the pool, swim through those alligators, and make it to the other side, I will give that person anything they desire. My job, my money, my house, anything!"

    

      今天八一，心想应该对军人有所优待吧，结果大失所望——打的没打折，公交车照收钱，商店标榜军人特价（是特价，800的东西卖799.9元），唯一可以安慰的是公园对我们免费（它对所有人都免费）。gj曾说过我属于“边缘群体”，边缘是容易被忽略的群体，可以理解，这天是我们的节日，大过节的，我都被忽略了，可见我类属的这个群体其“边缘”性质以及程度可想而知。出去在街上走路，看到有“以**精神为指导，构建和谐**”。走进大学里，看到了“以**为契机，以评促建，创建一流大学”。 

      对这种口号，顿觉恶心。

      让我想起了曾经在学术观察网上看到的一篇文章，：“以事实为根据、以法律为准绳”这句话，学法律的人应该不会太陌生，作为司法的一项基本原则它已经明确的记载在我国的三大诉讼法之中，就连《仲裁法》中也规定了相似的原则。不能不服。

      然而在中国这样一个对口号文化有所偏爱的社会之中，这样一个基本原则在很大程度上也被口号化了。

      口号的最大特征就是“熟悉的很陌生”，一个概念或者一个命题成为了一句口号的时候，它的本真的涵义就被口号本身所无情的消解了，譬如“法治”，经过了中国式口号的理解之后就变成了无所不包，但是又无从可包的一个尴尬物事。好像它无所不在，只有有法律有文字的地方，就会提到法治，提到“依法治×”，但是它却无所存在，因为在更多的“依法治×”的口号中，法治失去了它原来的涵义。

      我也想起了在学校时，胡主席刚说构建和谐社会，有一个教研室的老师马上就撰论文一篇“论构建和谐教研室”，我不禁哑然，这种本领估计连金庸笔下的韦小宝都慨叹不如。

      学术的健康发展离不开学术界自觉的、理性的反思与前瞻。法治中国的深刻转型，体现在教学上或者社会主义建设上应日渐清晰地展露出它应有的中国特色和中国气派，但同时也日渐充分地显豁出它内在的矛盾和缺陷，譬如这经久不衰的“口号运动”。张文显教授在“中国法学的反思与前瞻学术论坛”上的致辞上说过“反思是为了总结经验，查找问题；前瞻是为了发现趋势，明确方向。”，不知口号是否有人反思，更不知有人前瞻到它的坏处否？还是实惠点，即使功利点，也比在那瞎喊、乱喊好。